Bleeding under her skin
Don't call me baby
And baby that'll never do
You know I don't belong to you
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Tammy, Tammicles, TimTam, DexTOR, Tiishtooshtahhshtaawsh- whatever grillz your pickles.

161190- I take pride in that number. God made me breathe that day

BIPC♥♥- I love this place more than ever. My refuge.

BABYNINJA!

Singaporehomeiswheretheheartis

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De La Salle (Cronulla)- La Sallian for life.

Saint Theresa's Convent- Theresian forever

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Oh man, its been ages since I last blogged. I feel weird blogging now.

Ah, so many things happened this week!
(Chronologically by dates)

Number 1:
Granny left on Monday for Melbourne and just returned this morning. She bought all these cheong sam-ish tops for all of us, because she said that we weren't going back to Singapore to celebrate the New Year's so she bought the tops to console us. Ahh, I love my Granny so much it hurts man.

Number 2:
It happened on Wednesday night, when I was going to put Tea Tree Oil on my forehead. I tied the front it of my hair with a red rubber band. (Those that you use for multiple purposes, but not for your hair, as it pulls your hair out? Yeah, those) So, I tied it and it was messy and I can't stand messy hair so I tried taking it out but instead it got so stuck. My hair was in this hair ball in the front and in the end I had to cut it off. Trust me, you wouldn't wanna cut your hair off. I was like tearing when I had to cut it off. But at the same time it was so funny. So I was in this cry-laugh situation.

Number 3:
I went out on Thursday night with Joos and Vicki. We went shopping for so many things. First stop, we went to JB Hi-Fi to collect "Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge"- My Chemical Romance. Vicki and I were super paranoid about breaking it we treated it like it was a sacred object or something. After that, we went shopping for Rachel and Drusilla's present- well, in my case. After we were done shopping, we made our way out of Miranda Fair. While on the way of walking out of Miranda Fair, it started to rain. Real bad. Halfway to the traffic light, the pedestrian light started blinking, so we ran all the way. And we were laughing at the same time. Ahh, stupid moments. When we in front of the Real Estate office, we started making ourselves presentable for the restaurant people. So when we walked in, everyone like stared at us like we were like aliens or something. Weeeird people. Right.

Number 4:
Spent time with mommy on Friday night, since she was leaving and all. I miss spending time with mommy. ALL THOSE OUT THERE WHO TAKE YOUR MOM'S FOR GRANTED, PLEASE SPEND MORE TIME WITH THEM. YOU'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE YOUR MOM UNTIL YOU SPEND TIME WITH HER.

Number 5:
Mommy left this morning. I feel like crying. I miss mommy already. But I know that's she enjoying herself in Singapore so its all good.

Ahh, I miss Singapore so much. And I can't go back this year. Realization hasn't set in yet, but I know that it will soon. I'm just waiting for it to happen, all the tantrums, the crying, the depressing moments and the wishing that we were back there with them.

I miss Chase. I miss Emma. I miss Ray Ray. They all ditched me for America. AHHHH. I miss them so much. I hope they come back and visit me.

Right now, I'm obsessing with these two songs. I don't know why, but I just am.

"Sugar We're Going Down" - Fall Out Boy
Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it[x2]

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Ahh, this song rocks. And this song too.

"Give 'Em Hell, Kid" - My Chemical Romance
Oh baby here comes the sound!
I took a train outta New Orleans and they shot me full of ephedrine.
This is how we like to do it in the murder scene.
Can we settle up the score?

[Chorus]
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.

You're beautiful!

Well I'm a total wreck and almost every day.
Like the firing squad or the mess you made.
Well don't I look pretty walking down the street.
In the best damn dress I own?

[Chorus]
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.
You're so far away.
So c'mon show me how.
'Cause I mean this more than words can ever say.

Some might say we are made from the sharpest things you say
We are young and we don't care.
Your dreams and your hopeless hair.
We never wanted it to be this way.
For all our lives.
Do you care {at all}?

[Chorus]
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.
You're so far away.
So c'mon show me how.
'Cause I mean this more than words can ever say.

(Won't you tell me?)
(Well, there's no way I'm kissing that guy)

I love the bass bit on the introduction for this song. It just kills me. I really want to play like Mikey, cos he's so frickin good.

Anyways, dinner time. [My Harlequin Romance]

Ok, its long after dinner and LOTR 1 is on now. Uncle David said that he wanted to do something to the network system so yeah, took me this long to come online.

Anyways, I blogged too much! And no one is online so I think I'll watch LOTR 1.

Ciao!

We may run,
but we never hide