Okay, so I haven't been exactly blogging, seeing that my blog entries were only like, OH ITS MY BIRTHDAY yadayadayada. So, I'm going to blog from my birthday onwards!

16th November 2005:
It was my birthday, woke up in the morning. And hard to admit, most people say that they feel different when they grow a year older. For me, I was concentrating more on my results more than me turning 15. Anyways, Granny told me that she'll bring me out to buy my new "elegant" ring and my mug- that she broke ages ago. Then I asked mommy to repierce my ear- cos the left side closed up, and she said yes. So, I'm GOING to get a new ring, a new mug, and a newly repierced ear. Goody! And then I went to school, and Katherine said a BIG hello, because I missed school on Monday and Tuesday due to the scans and ultrasounds. (Okay, sorry if I'm stopping here, but I sound as if I got pregnant and had to do various shit. BUT I'M NOT.) Anyways, continuing, Marissa came and she was like. LALALA, and then Liz and Chanel came.

After a few seconds...

Marissa: "OH MY GOD TAMMY!"
Tammy: *worried* "What?!"
Marissa: "ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
Tammy: *Phew* "Oh, haha, thanks!"

Gives Tammy a nice birthday hug. And then Katherine was like "OH I FORGOT. I REMEMBERED LAST NIGHT AND I FOROGT. PSSFF." and then gave me a hug. And Liz jumped- more like climbed over the fence thingy and gave me a hug. And then the admin school bell rang and we left.

And then Katherine was like, "Hey, you know we should announce your birthday to everyone?" and I was like, "NO!" and Marissa was like "Awww, come on!" and then WITHOUT MY ACKNOWLEDGEMENT, they went on.

So there was like mixtures of "Its Tammy's birthday today!" and "OH! HAPPY BIRHTDAY". And shit like that. And so I went into admin and did blablabla, and then Paigge was like, "OH TAMMY! Happy Birthday!" and gave me my present. (I'll talk about the presents later.) And then I happily took my present and went into my SCIENCE EXAM. Okay, seriously, if Mrs. Miller knew about MY BIRTHDAY! she wouldn't have SET THE STUPID EXAM, ON MY BRITHDAY.

(Be right back! SOUP TIME. My Harlequin Romance)

Okay, back. Anyways, before going into the Labs, Alicia comes running towards me and was like:

"TAMMY! I GOT YOUR PRESENT WITH ME. BUT I HAVE TO GO FOR MY EXAM FIRST! SO WAIT!"

And with that, she ran off. So, I sat for my exam. After that Alicia passed me my present and I walked up. And she ran after me and told me to open my present. So I did, but before that she slapped my hands and was like "Wait! There's a card." and I was like, "okay?" and opened the card, then proceeded to open my present. SHE GOT ME THIS GORGEOUS HELLO KITTY BAG THAT IS SO CUTE I DON'T WANT TO USE IT.

And yes, PAIGGE GOT ME VOGUEEEE. With Gemma Ward in it. She's pretty, but her eyes SCARE ME.

Anyways, came back and GOT A BLACK FOREST CAKE- courtest of my wonderful GRANNYYY! I love all of you guys who made my day so wonderful!

17th November 2005:
I forgot what happened. All I know is that I got back my results from Dr. Stephen Thornley. (And his name is PRONOUNCED AS STEVEN) I have HASHITMOTO'S THYROTOXICOSIS. Sad truth but yeah.

18th November 2005:
Which is today. Did nothing but read my books. Got pissed at Liz and Marissa and Katherine cos they were being ANNOYING. But I still love them- in some way or the other. Did snack attack, HAD THE BEST SMOOTHIE IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD. And went for tuition. It sucked but ahh, life goes on.

So, blogged like shit today. I AM CURRENTLY INTO THIS SONG:

"Counting Stars"- Sugarcult

Hey, I wanna crawl out of my skin
Apologize for all my sins
All the things I should have said to you
Hey, I can't make it go away
Over and over in my brain again
All the things I should have said to you

[Chorus:]
Counting stars wishing I was okay
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to
Counting stars again

Hey, I'll take this day by day by day
Under the covers I'm okay I guess
Life's too short and i feel small

[Chorus]
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again

Ah, this song KILLS MAN. It's so frickin good you're going to cry when you hear it. And this other song from KISSCHASY! Cos they rock and I love them!(Hmm, going to take a little while, the stupid azlyrics.com doesn't have Kisshcasy...)

"Black Dress"- Kisschasy

I dug you up this morning and took you home.
To have you here beside me cold but close,
I made up my mind last night that heaven just can't have you.

I made you breakfast but you would not eat,
So I took your black dress off and washed you clean.
I made up my mind last night that heaven just can't have you.

The sheets are creased from your last day,
A silhouette of where you laid.
They'll find your headstone in the yard with your black dress and my guitar.
I'll carry you back to your grave where you and I will always stay.
I close the casket, it gets dark, they'll find us in each others arms

It's really sad, both songs make me feel as if the world is going to end soon.

(Are you there?)

Arrivederci Ciaociao!