Today, is confirmed the most scariest day of my life.

No, I didn't watch some scary shit-ass movie that made me scared.

No, no one scared me till I jumped out of my skin and fell back in again.

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I have thyroid.

I'm really scared. I really am. I'm just really trusting Our Lord right now. I don't know? It might be a blessing in disguise.

When I came back from school, I was so- like dead meat that I went straight to bed. But, my day in school wasn't that bad. I had peer support training, mass and I swam. Nothing special. Peer support was super fun. I love it. I found out what girls Katherine and I are going to have. I DON'T HAVE ANYONE'S SISTER. That sucks.

Yeah, so after school, I went to bed. And then Maria- the doctor at the hospital that did a check-up on me, and told me mom.

My mom was full on happy when she picked up the phone, and then I heard this silence and then a really sad, disappointed "oh". I was like, "Oh shit, I have something going on." And then mommy goes to gogo and talks to her in cantonese.

(IN CANTONESE)
mommy: "Yeah, she has it."
gogo: "Is it bad?"
mommy: "I don't know, we have to bring her to the doctor."

And then she comes into my room. And when she sees me, I look at her and start crying my eyes out. I was so scared, I just couldn't stop crying.

Then I calmed myself down and went to the doctor. Waited like forever for her. The doctor I had was DOCTOR CYRTA(ser-tah). She was greek and I could not understand a single word she said. Cos it was all medical terms and all.

She did all these tests with me and shit.

And I have an appointment with the radiologist-I think, to check up on which side my thyroid is de-functioning.

So,

Yeah.

(Look out for the almighty skinny Nicole Richie.2 coming out soon after she takes her medication. She will put pictures up of herself.)

Ciao.

"I'm not afraid for my Father is with me."