Well, I'm feeling much better. But the names of the blood tests that I have to do are scaring me out of my double/triple/quadruple skin. I have to do this "Isotope" blood thing where they inject some substance into my blood stream. And this substance is absorbed by the hormones. And after they inject it into me, I wait for I-don't-know how long and then I go for a scan!

After the scan, you'll see the results of where the Isotope is absorbed at. And at the particular place, is where my thyroid is malfunctioning. Scary huh? It doesn't sound so scary but trust me, I'm leaving all the shit-ass bits out.

I'm such a dipshit.

Paigge says that I can't stand pain. And I admit, I can't.

She said that once the tests and everything is over, it'll be fine.

But I don't think I'll be fine. I know my life will change, but not yet.

The Lord is asking me to be closer to him. And I will.

"Oh Lord Our Lord, How excellent Your name is, how excellent,
Your name in all the earth. Your glory fills the Heaven's beyond the farthest star, how excellent Your name in all the earth."

(Okay, if the song lyrics don't match, forgive me cos I'm like, neither here nor there.)

Arrivederci ciaociao.