Bleeding under her skin
Don't call me baby
And baby that'll never do
You know I don't belong to you
About Me
Tammy, Tammicles, TimTam, DexTOR, Tiishtooshtahhshtaawsh- whatever grillz your pickles.

161190- I take pride in that number. God made me breathe that day

BIPC♥♥- I love this place more than ever. My refuge.

BABYNINJA!

Singaporehomeiswheretheheartis

Australia

De La Salle (Cronulla)- La Sallian for life.

Saint Theresa's Convent- Theresian forever

Friends
Ailin
Allister
Alrick

Bao Hui
Beatriz

Carolyn
Camille
Christopher

Drusilla

Eugene
Eugenia

Jewel
Joanne
Joe
Joyce
Joycelynn
Justina

Lam Xinni!

Mabel
Matthew

Naomi
Nathanael
Nikki>

Shamini
Sherlyn

Vicki

ZhiHui

skin by afterbirth

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

SURVERY
What is your name? Tammy

Are you named after anyone? No. But I reckon I'm named after someone Tame. Hence, Tammy.

What's your screename? 'Your Saccharine Smile'

Would you name a child of yours after you? I dunno. Maybe, but maybe not.

If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? I'd name myslef Damien or Braden. [:

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? No one.

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? Yeah, Temmy or like Taymee or something. Annoying gits.

Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No. Its so common, I love it [:

Basics
Your gender: Female

Straight/Gay/Bi: Single? Straight

Birthdate: 16th November '90

Your age: 15 going on 16.

Age you act: Err, my age? I dunno, you tell me.

Age you wish you were: 16

Your height: I'm short, deal with it. 1.67 m/ 5'6" ish.

Eye color: Brown. Its as boring as nothing. Seriously.

Hair color: Brown with reddy bits. I want to change it though.

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Left, but I can write upside down, right to left...things like that.

Your living arrangement: In a didgy house which looks horribly dodgy and scary like its going to crash any moment.

Have any pets? 1 dog in Singapore. I miss my Muffie.

Whats your job? Not really a job, but I help out at the restaurant.

Piercings? One on left, two on right.

Tattoos? I want one.

Obsessions? Clothes, shoes everything. Shopping.

Addictions? Water. I love my water and H2O

Do you speak another language? Yeppers.

Have a favorite quote? 'I like Popsicles!'

Do you have a webpage? No, too dumb to know shit like that.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment? I don't know, yes?

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Some people.

Do you have any secrets? Yeppers.

Do you hate yourself? No, I just don't really like myself a whole lot.

Do you like your handwriting? Sometimes, I hate my morning writing though.

Do you have any bad habits? Yeppers

What is the compliment you get from most people? 'You have neat writing', 'I love your hair.'

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? As if a movie would be made for me! HA.

What's your biggest fear? Dying and facing God. But I can't wait to see Him too.

Can you sing? Er, I can only wish.

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? SURE! (sarcasm sinks in)

What are your #1 priorities in life? God.

If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Dunno.

Are you a daredevil? PFFT, I'm a chicken.

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? I have heaps of hate, but I don't know about fear. Maybe God.

Are you passive or agressive? Passive, but hey, I'm agressive too. [:

Do you have a journal? Isn't this one?

What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength: English, Weakness: Fitness Level is crappo.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Dunno, but I'd change my face complexion and then go for Liposuction

Do you think you are emotionally strong? I waver.

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Losing more weight when I could've. And I'd stop myself from eating so much

Do you think life has been good so far? Its been all right.

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Erm, never take things for granted. Always be thankful.

What do you like the most about your body? My hair. Its absolutely straight. [: Everyone desires that.

And least? Oh man! Where do I start?!

Do you think you are good looking? If anyone thinks I do look good, they must be out of their minds.

Are you confident? No, actually I'm very shy.

What is the fictional character you are most like? I dunno, maybe the little bear from Bear in the Big Blue House.

Are you perceived wrongly? I dunno, you tell me.

Do You...

Smoke? No. And I won't. Touch one.

Do drugs? Neomercazole.

Read the newspaper? Yeah.

Pray? Yeppers.

Go to church? Yeppers. Don't like it a lot though. I miss Bethany. It's my refuge.

Take walks in the rain? I just took one a few days ago. In school.

Talk to people even though you hate them? I try to hold the hate in and talk.

Drive? I could if I was 16.

Like to drive fast? No, don't want double demerit points or get into an accident.

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice? Its retarded.

Hurt yourself? I've hurt myself, just not on purpose.

Been out of the country? Yeppers.

Eaten something that made other people sick? Yeppers. HAHAHAHA.

Been in love? Nay.

Done drugs? Depends on what type you're talking about.

Gone skinny dipping? I dunno, maybe when I was like 3 or something.

Had a medical emergency? Nay.

Had surgery? No, phew! Would hyperventilate if I had one!

Ran away from home? I dunno. Maybe.

Played strip poker? Seen and have been told about the game, but I haven't played it yet.

Gotten beaten up? Unfortunately, yes, by my sisters. They brutalize me.

Beaten someone up? My younger sister.

Been on stage? Yeppers

Slept outdoors? Yeppers.

Thought about suicide? Not like killing myself, but in general, yes.

Pulled an all nighter? Yeppers.

If yes, what is your record? One night, HAHAHA.

Gone one day without food? Yes, for about 3 days.

Talked on the phone all night? I can't. Too tired.

Slept all day? Yeah! I was like this fat chic! Scary shit!

Killed someone? Oh yes, and she's somewhere in Wisteria Lane. [:

Made out with a stranger? I haven't thought about it.

Had sex with a stranger? Nah.

Thought you're going crazy? Yeah, I think I'm schizophrenic cos I talk to myself sometimes.

Kissed the same sex? Err, no, but thanks for giving the suggestion.

Done anything sexual with the same sex? As above.

Been betrayed? Many times.

Had a dream that came true? No.

Broken the law? Not seriously.

Met a famous person? Depends.

Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No. My godfather knocked down and eagle once, but it flew off again.

On purpose? No, but all pests and insects are not included.

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? I dunno. Many.

Stolen anything? HAHAA

Been on radio/tv? I was in a commercial with Andrea.

Been in a mosh-pit? Yes, it sucked.

Had a nervous breakdown? Yeah, at the MCR concert. Almost died.

Bungee jumped? I CAN'T! My nose can't take it. Dammit.

Had a dream that kept coming back? No

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets? No.

Miracles? Yes.

Astrology? 'I, am, Professor! Trelawney.'

Magic? EXPELLIARMUS! Or however its spelt.

God? Yeppers.

Satan? There's a Satan around, just not believing IN him.

Santa? 'Ho! Ho! F--king Ho!'

Ghosts? No.

Luck? o.

Love at first sight? Dunno.

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? No.

Witches? 'Double, double, Toil and Trouble. Cauldrons burn and fires bubble!'

Easter bunny? No.

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? Yes.

Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? Oh and then I'll be rich!

Do you wish on stars? No, its dumb. How can a star make your deepest wish come true? Stupid.

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Yeppers.

Do you think God has a gender? I won't know.

Do you believe in organized religion? Whaat?

Where do you think we go when we die? Right now, I'm not sure. But I'm aiming for Heaven.

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yeppers.

Who is your best friend? Rachelj.

Who's the one person that knows most about you? Mom

What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? 'Remember that we'll always meet in Heaven.'

Your favourite inside joke? Don't have one.

Thing you're picked on most about? Dunno. Everything.

Who's your longest known friend? Don't have one.

Newest? Don't have one.

Shyest? Jess Nicholls. Even though she can reveal a whole lot when she's drunk.

Funniest? Alcia, Brooke and Karishma.

Sweetest? Julia!

Closest? Paigge, Chanel, Alicia and Katherine. OHOH, mustn't forget Julia!

Weirdest? Brooke, but she's a cool weirdo.

Smartest? Julia. Man, she's naturally smart even if she doesn't study!

The blabber mouth: MEEE!

Who thinks they're the smartest: Mikayla, definitely. Its annoying.

Ditziest? I do not know, but I do know Little Miss Piggy is one.

Friends you miss being close to the most? Rachelj.

Last person you talked to online? Paigge.

Who do you talk to most online? A lot of people.

Who are you on the phone with most? Dunno, whoever calls.

Who do you trust most? Paigge, Chanel, Katherine and Alicia.

Who listens to your problems? Paigge.

Who do you fight most with? I argue a lot with Paigge. Just because.

Who's the nicest? Julia Harriet MacKinnell.

Who's the most outgoing? Alicia.

Who's the best singer? Oh, Julia.

Who's on your shit-list? Little Miss Piggy, Eskemo, and Bamboo Stick. (HAI YAH!)

Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? Whaaat theeeeerrrr hecck?

Who's your second family? Lims.

Do you always feel understood? Sometimes.

Who's the loudest friend? Brooke.

Do you trust others easily? Only Paigge.

Who's house were you last at? i cant rmb

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: My mom and dad.

Do your friends know you? Yeah.

Friend that lives farthest away: Rachelj

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?Never!

What do you find romantic? Anything I find romantic!

Turn-on? Good looks, personality, someone who likes me for who I am.

Turn-off? Shit heads.

If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? This question is phrased weirdly.

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going? Yeah.

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out it? Doesn't matter. I don't care.

Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? No.

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Dunno. Someone tell me

What is best about the opposite sex? They have less fat than girls.

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? They are mostly horrible shit heads!

What's the last present someone gave you? Stuff.

Are you in love? No.

Do you consider your significant other hot? What significant other?

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you? No one.

You wanted to kill? Casper Jessory.

That you laughed at? Casper. And Paigge's funny story!

That laughed at you? Karishma.

You went shopping with? No one. Oh, wait, my mother and sisters. With Auntie Jean, her mom, her sister, Shaun, Vivien and Jonas.

That broke your heart? No one

To disappoint you? No one, but me.

To ask you out? My friends.

To make you cry? King Kong.

To brighten up your day? Paigge and her funny story. [:

That you thought about? This question and those pictures.

You saw a movie with? No one. Gonna watch Benchwarmers [:

You talked to on the phone? My mom.

You saw? Grace- asking me for the time, she's so cute.

You lost? Erm, Uncle Jimmy.

Right This Moment...

Are you going out? No.

Will it be with your significant other? ...What significant other?

Or some random person? Oh man.

What are you wearing right now? Shirt and pj pants.

Body part you're touching right now: Erm, my fingernails.

What are you worried about right now? School.

What book are you reading? Nothing. Have to return books.

What's on your mousepad? My mouse?

Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:
1. Bored
2. Missing someone.
3. Bored.
4. Missing someone.
5. Missing someone.
Are you bored? yes

Are you tired? No, slept the whole afternoon.

Are you talking to anyone online? Yeppers.

Are you talking to anyone on the phone? No.

Music

What song do you swear was written about you or your life? None

What's the most embarrasing cd you own? Kylie Minogue.

What's the best cd you own? All my burnt ones. So good.

What song do you absolutely hate? Neo or something like that, HE'S A HORRIBLE SINGER.

Do you sing in the shower? Yeah.

What song reminds you of that special someone? 'I just can't get you outta my head! Boy your love is all that I can think about!'

We may run,
but we never hide